A Promise that Never Was
by Lia Zheng, Canyon Crest Academy, graduating in '23
December 1, 2021
I. 1812
the havoc of war
rained down on our lands.
bloodshed in hopes of resisting
impressment, defended liberty and happiness
through the perilous fight, endless night,
humiliated miles away
from the capitol
burning down,
doomed from the start
our whole versus their fifths,
a battle between a giant and her child.
rocket’s glaring, bombs bursting
a storm of chaos lasting
twenty-five hours of
dreadful silence
thereafter,
dawn’s light arrived.
bringing the clear sky,
smoke dissolved into yesterday.
broad stripes, bright stars undulating,
in full glory, the courage of
our soldiers unrelenting,
resilience securing
freedom
II. 1816
later, it appeared
our hypocrisy, exposed
contradicted the moral binds
that held our universe together—
until they snapped apart
into two. North and
South, Abolition
and Institution:
one rejected,
the other
preached. Incompatible
sides of a coin, gold plating
gave away to dark rust and blood,
ornament hid the untold truth.
How this glorious anniversary
painted freedom on her chest,
yet stretched, revealing
the immeasurable
distance between—
battles born
from scorching irony,
chaining ourselves to a
doctrine of lies, a map laid,
encrusting conflict over our
stars and stripes of Promise and
Prosperity. Where was her creator?
for what to the Slave is the
Fourth of July?
III. 2021
the cracks upon which
our country was built never
healed, only crumbled into dust.
empty whispers hoped for peace,
reconciliation, unity, “once again.”
so up we stormed, with guns
and thorns in our hands
to the rebirth
of our superior forms,
an echo of sound, domes
and sublime columns supporting
our Security and Democracy.
so why not drown our
shouts with tears?
but then—
a breach
in the impenetrable
barriers of our Strength,
followed by five bangs and
five thumps. History flashes by,
climax comes crashing down.
in her catharsis, we can only
dream for a world without
the bombs.
Note: Italics from Francis Scott Key’s “The Star Spangled Banner” and Frederick Douglass’s “What to the Slave Is the Fourth of July?”